Confession: What I am not

I am not worthy of your love as I lack the strength of a better man. I am corrupt with cancer and without discipline. I am not the light in the dark you seek. I am not that which to stand on for I am weak. As much as I suffer and I love you I do not want to break you. You are precious above that which I can hold. I am not for you as I am damaged. Do not put your whole heart into me as I may not make it down this winding path. You deserve so much more than I can offer and I would rather suffer alone than drag you along for the ride.