Declarations and confessions to the one I love

What we have here is precious but fragile and should the pillars fall I shall take full responsibility for my weakness. My actions are my own and I have not the strength that you possess but wholeheartedly I will try to suppress the cancer. My own worst enemy is myself and the battle rages within me with a thousand sorrows. Honestly I cannot claim definite victory until light filters through, turning demons into ash and devils into dust. I will love you completely despite my damage but I will not ask for your forgiveness as that repentance is between Him and me.