Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Turbulence Set In Motion

Why are things set in motion when you least expect them? A chain reaction that may be more catastrophic than imaginable has somehow reached a near combustible state and your fear dangles by the faintest thread possible. You keep retracing your thoughts and to no avail do you reach a small sampling of peace. Maybe the time has come for a change and to take the greatest leap of faith you have ever thought possible. Maybe you have outgrown the years that have shaped every memory, every moment, and now it’s time to leap into the void that may be waiting. Not a vacant void but one that illuminates and stimulates the dormant senses. It’s time to hang the hat on the rack as you exit into a breath of fresh air.

As you close the door to open another you may find yourself caught in the middle glancing back through a crack that no longer means much. With all of the persuasion to stay behind you find yourself pulling away even harder until everything snaps. With a small glimpse of what may be before you, you stretch forth with all that you can muster hoping for those arms to embrace you and pull you through. You are at your most vulnerable and weakest point possible and still you tread forward against the trying turbulence and you have no plausible idea how. You just keep hoping to one day wake up from this treachery and realize it was all some sort of horrific dream.

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